new beginnings.

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my blog is dead. i don't have much to write about. not only that, i want to post pictures! but.. taking pictures just isn't me. i'm more of a person who "download" pictures from the internet. i don't like the tediousness of having to take photo, copy it into my computer, upload it online, then blog about it. its a whole long process which i find that i am wasting my time doing. i could do better things!

talking about my life, things are almost perfect. only the fact that i am still in this island i cannot comprehend. i just wanna go home. and stay home. i like it at home. its like the comfort zone. and its like holiday! i need a break, 2 weeks maybe. but this course isn't giving me a break for more than 5days tops.

i need to start reading. reading is important, for the mind and soul. i need to exercise. i need to eat. this place made me lose 8Kilograms in 4months. i'm as skinny as a twig now. classes start at 6.30a.m now, and ends at 10.30a.m. WOW right. yeah, its WOW alright. so early. so sleepy. need to sleep.. i need to do so many things, but i don't have enough time in the day to do them. or at least, my discipline don't give me the time to do them.

like here, i am typing all this. but yet i can be reading my books now. i have an exam tmr but i'm writting this. why? lack of self-discipline. that's why. right after this i'm going to force myself to read and do some work before i sleep. i need to do that. finals in about a month. resit in 2weeks and 2days. Darn. so fast, yet this course already feels so long. my mind is telling me that. it is self-conflict to feel things pass so fast, yet its so slow... what the..

counting this down. i'm down to 8 more months. half way more. Good luck.

Two whole months has passed since my last post. i am finally back dear blog.
Lets see, what happened the past 2 months?
Well its basically studying and more studying. Everyday routines. i've only gone back to KL once in this two months. Yes, only once. i have been in this hole for more than a month now. Now that it is over, i'm coming back! HOORAH! Its the end of the toughest phase of my course.

In hopes to not have to resit any of those papers.

I will continue to post more from now on. :) Here on after, i will only be having half day classes.

xD

-Core

i can't believe it! its finally coming. i can't tell you how much i enjoy weekends. especially when it's weekends back in KL. Throughout the week i'd just be waiting for the weekend to come. Its been like this since the beginning of groundschool - i meant the very beginning. when we were all still in the PPL stage. right now, it has became much tougher. Course is giving me stress. my neck aches almost everyday. i get headaches almost all the time after classes.

Too much knowledge input!! until you come to one point where you just can't remember anything the instructor has said. Revising is what needs to be done. So, unlike the last times where i can just enjoy the weekend without studying, i have to study during the weekends as well. i can't afford to fail any of my tests. i need to understand everything that i learn so i can pass them all.
:)

i need more discipline. discipline to study especially. Hopefully this post when i look at it i will always remember to study. there really isn't much time to study during the weekdays. Its tiring, tiring to have to sit in class more than 8 hours and then continue studying? That's BRAIN SATURATION. i'd get migrains that won't cure/heal in like 3 days. lol. taking into consideration about so many things when it comes to the things we learn. too many things to remember. because, this affects this, affects this, affects this, affects this, affects this...... and so on and so forth. you get what i mean right. LoL.

just wanna come home for the weekend. to have a great and enjoyable time back in KL.
With Her, and my mum. its mother's day this weekend! :)


-Core